Well I've had a request to update. Not much is happening right now. In the past month Chris came home for his spring break so that was fun. Been working alot. Now I'm on spring break  Chris was home this weekend. Friday we went on a date and went mini golfing then to Lone Star and then saw The Benchwarmers. hehe that funny. Saturday we hung out with his family and today spent Easter here. Mm well we might get to go to prom afterall. we'll see. My life will be eventful from this past friday til summer ends. Easter was this weekend, California this week, shoppin with my cousin Lisa, Prom?, 6 flags, 3 Cubs games, 3 year anniversary, pageant, relay for life, michigan? and kings island/cedar point.  Well i really dont feel like updating cuz im lazy so goodnight!

Okay now that I've gotten the emo outta me lol we can move on. This coming friday is NIE NIGHT!!! Woo. For those who dont know what it is, don't worry about it. Been studying today for the ACTs and doing homework. Chris was home this weekend. It was fun. I love when he's here. He's my favorite  It's always nice having someone to stay up late with cuddling and having long talks. He makes me laugh. Poms is over. THANK GOD. Um bored right now. Just wanted to say that I'm happy now. No school tomorrow yay. And its official...Chris and I are not going to prom. Instead we're going to Six Flags the following weekend cuz he'll be home for the summer. Hmm...there's talk about starting school earlier next year. We'd start Aug 14th. Which means finals are over before Xmas break. Which means I graduate even earlier and get a long break! WEEE. Next May will be awesome. We're going on cruise and there's gonna be 13 of us. I'll be 18 so I get to gamble in the casino   Well night!

 Lisa

So I've been thinking alot about how much my life can suck at times. Sometimes I just really feel like I don't have "true friends". I'm nobodys best friend, no one really ever comes up to me just to talk, usually its for homework stuff or money, I always have to go up and talk to people, no one ever lets me in on the big secrets its always "nothing...", and nobody ever really asks me to hang out. I feel as if when I talk to some people theyre thinking "why is she talking to me" or "when will she stop talking to me". And how often are people just randomly calling me or messaging me online just to say hi or to talk or whatever...ummm only about 4 people actually message me cuz they want to, not cuz they need something from me. I don't know what I ever did to all of you, or why you all think I'm so annoying or a horrible person. Maybe you think I'm mean, bitchy, or whatever...but maybe its cuz everyday I come home depressed, or upset because I get lonely which causes stress, which causes the complaints. I dont know I just wish I could have or be a best friend. And like noones ever like "hey lisa come with me to do this real quick" or when i ask someone to come with me they say no. If you dont really want to be friends then just say so...if you do...could you show it? please? I'm tired of crying over this all the time. I mean you tell me? do i really suck that bad? i dont know what else to do but whatever...night

Thank you honey for always being there for me.

Lol whoops... I guess I forgot to update lol. Mm New years was fun... uh...Alexis and got to hang out twice...poms is meh...not doin to good yet. Um.  Chris was here this weekend. It was fun. Friday was our 2.5 year anniversary. So we celebrated that and Valentines Day this weekend. I made him a collage of us for his dorm and he took me to go get pictures done. They turned out really nice. I made Chris spaghetti and homemade garlic bread on Friday. It was nice. We watched office space that night too. Funny movie. Saturday we went to the mall to get pictures done. Then we went to OCB with his family. Then headed back to his house to play poker. After poker we were supposed to go bowling but no one had open bowling really. Strike and Spare wasnt open til midnight and Brunswik was a 2 hour wait. Came back here and played Scategories with my parents and Chris. Uh that was pretty much it. This morning I made Chris pancakes :) Then we cuddled for about an hour and it was nice. Then we both got ready and went to Applebees with his parents. Went to his house for more cuddling then he had to leave Well thats all. Night!

Only pic i have right now. Chris has the other. Arent we cute

 Lisa